Everyone. What's up...

Lots of things going on. I have currently been living in my house for over a month now. It's been cool. Haven't missed and/or been able to pay any bills. Always a good thing. Haven't been running. But I have decided to slow down substantially my binge drinking habit that has been a little out of control. I hate not having complete control of my thoughts and my impulses. Impulses are fine, but sometimes, if the subject is a sore or emotionally attached one for me, then i have a tendacy to lash out inexplicably. And i don't like it. So it will slow down. And that will be that. And the drinking doesn't seem to help the fact that i am currently romantically challenged. It only worsens it. I either say things at the wrong time(when i'm drunk), or get angry at someone(when i'm drunk) for no reason, or call someone(when i'm drunk) at 4 in the morning, or just screw things up beyond all recognition. Details may follow in ensuing posts if there are any updates on the lady situation.

1st of June.

My birthday is in 8 days. 22. I had a long weekend of drinking I am kinda scared to think of what my birthday might bring. I need to slow down a bit. It was a good weekend though. Nathan and Andy's graduation party. That was a long 12 hours of drinking. It was a good time though. As I write this i'm jamming to Starship Trooper by Yes. Great song. Anyway. Don't have a whole lot to update on. I'm losing weight i think. I don't have much of an appetite anymore. I think my stomach shrank when i was sick or something. Whenever i have a meal i can't finish it. Could be a good thing. I think i'm in the mid 180's now. I'm off to go play some ultimate frisbee.

Peace