Good news is on the way. I've been mired in a state of sickness. But i can see things getting better.

Thanks mom.


Also, I just completed my *long run of the week.


*- It was really short, but long for fatasses who were huffing and puffing the whole time.

I'm too old for these things....

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jeremy
2. Xtreme
3. BadassMotherfucker

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. xtremeJG14
2.groots
3.who the hell has 3 screennames?

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Eyes
2. calves
3. smile

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair pisses me off sometimes...but i'm alright with it now
2. My Ass
3. weight

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.German
2.Dutch
3.English

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1.mortality
2. immortality
3.My neighbors...friggin freaks

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Food
2. Lots of sleep
3. Music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Lance Armstrong Livestrong bracelet
2.Jeans
3. Illini T shirt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Led Zeppelin
2. Pink Floyd
3. U2

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Led Zeppelin "Tangerine"
2. Stealers Wheel "Stuck in the middle with you"
3. The Beatles"Happiness is a Warm Gun"

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1.Compatibility
2.Intensity
3.Some lovemaking
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE [in no particular order]:
1. I am graduating
2.i'm 5 foot 8inches.
3. i'm a gemini

THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1.Boobs
2. Jugs
3. Teets(ha..smile, eyes, legs, all the good stuff)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.Tennis
2. Movies
3. running
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1.be done with school
2.run ten miles comfortably
3.lose the anxiety

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING [ or You WISH you had considered ]:
1.Bum
2.actuary
3. Runner

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Cancun
2.Europe anywhere except paris
3. australia

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Maggie
2. Mia
3.Morgan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1.Be Happy
2.Run a marathon
3.Fall in love again

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I drink beer
2. Sports fanatic
3. I don't really look at myself before i leave the house
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1.I watch my fair share of romantic comedies
2.I have semi long hair
3. I sneeze like a girl

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1.Natalie Portman
2.Salma Hayek
3. Monica Potter

Today is a fresh start. I got up this morning at the time i wanted to do and the morning has unfold thus far just as i had planned. It feels good to follow through once in a while. I got up, had a cup of coffee and a banana, then went off for a run. Afterwards i stretched, did situps then had a small breakfast. And now i'm sittin here enjoying some orange juice this morning with you fine people. I've got too classes this morning, Math and More Math. I plan on going to both. Then I am free from 12.05 on through the rest of the night. Hells yeah.

These things are on my agenda:Workout again, Practice guitar, Read some of my new reading venture, The Wealthy Barber http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0761513116/002-4582774-2016829?v=glance , Study for my 4 upcoming finals and then relax and watch the bulls game hopefully. I'm really pissed at the cubs and am boycotting them indefinitely. The wheels are coming off in may and i can't stand it. The goddamned plane has crashed into the mountain!!

Anyway, i'm out. Later

It's official. Dude got the key's and closed teh deal a couple days ago. Moving in after finals. I seem to be frightened and excited at the same time. It's like i know what to expect but i really don't know what to expect. All I know is that I'm ready. I need to be force-fed a nice bottle of responsibility and I think this will do the trick. I don't konw what is up with me lately. I'm evolving, but i always revert to things i've always done but don't really want to do. There is no point to do somethings. Once you gain certain perspectives, a lot of things you do in your daily life seem pointless. And I'm talking about the dude here. It just seems like i could try a litter harder. I need a pursuit. Something different. Something that will make me excited to get up in the morning because i can't stop thinking about it. But i don't know what that would be. Maybe it will suface itself when i least expect it.

But back to trying harder. I think this new pursuit, or project, i don't even know what to call it because it could be anything. I think it will help me try harder in other aspects of life as well. But what would that be?